i always forget that with my birthday comes a burst of new positive energy.
cancer time is the highest peak of my energy and i guess i go so low right before that i forget what’s coming. it’s a nice surprise.

so here i am, twenty nine years old and full of life. this summer baby is beaming.
i’ve gotten my strength back and am smiling hard. can you smile HARD? hm.

i find i am blogging less. i think it could be because i’ve been keeping a baby journal where i write to lulu about how i’m feeling towards our time together and the developmental steps she makes. when i have “writing time” i tend to pick up that notebook & pen quicker than the mac. it’s good journaling, but obviously directed at a very specific set of emotions. nonetheless, there’s plenty going on in my emotional body (as usual) which can be expressed here so i continue my attempt to blog more regularly.

welcoming new light with this new year now that saturn returned and is gone for another twenty eight years. welcoming old friends back into my life. some even moved in right across the street!
welcoming pen pals and new bff’s to have coffee talk with when we can’t afford pedicures.

good morning, thanks for the coffee, have a great day.