first off, my child is six months already and continues to be perfect.

it really is easy to criticize, isn’t it? being the subject of criticism lately, i’ve noticed how easy it is for people to point the finger and judge; without giving a thought or empathy for the person they are pointing at.

…i had so much to say on the subject; about how i will be more conscience about judging others and be aware of my self because i have seen such ugliness. last week i suppose i was hurting and really needed to go on a rant about it. however i took the day off recently to be with two very special people. i received incredibly powerful Healings & energy plus my baby girl was deemed –
HAPPIEST BABY IN THE WORLD. the truth in that is so beautiful.

the healing was so moving that i felt one hundred pounds lighter for a few days and continue to feel peaceful and free. i feel i have stopped trying to be myself and i just AM myself. i don’t have to find myself and remember who i am then stay frikkin conscience of who i am and ON AND ON AND ON! i’m just myself. i am being me and it feels great.

i was told that that which had been removed from inside me, was pretty nasty. i was even apologized to for having it. it had been damaging my self esteem which could be why i feel so free now. i had tried really hard not to let it all get to me but i am so very sensitive that it was impossible not to become uncomfortable and uneasy. but now that it’s gone, and now that i realize that everyone i love and respect has shown nothing but support, i just don’t care who judges.

i am a great mommy, i have a great family and am surrounded by love and positivity. oh, and i am a really great person to know and be friends with! i ask Gd to bless all those positive in my life. i thank the universe for all of you. those who choose to be angry and judgmental, you can, by all means, continue on that path if that’s what makes you happy – i can only ask for everyone’s happiness, after all.

i don’t even want to exert any more energy on the matter but i will end with this…

Not only does it seem that some of you have nothing better to do than talk shit about what other people you claim to love are doing,
and not only does that make you feel better about yourself somehow —

but it has always amazed me how people can get so worked up over what you’re NOT doing; that they completely miss what you ARE doing. they don’t even notice. they don’t care.